kawaiidrpepper

So yeahh, definitely has been awhile, journal and picture wise. Got a new computer and have yet to move all my crap over because I'm just toooooo lazy. And my fancy pants camera was stolen in San Antonio which sucks donkey balls. Makes me so sad when I think about it.:/ Anyways, I have a few pictures I haven't uploaded yet, but those pictures are on my old laptop, so maybe writing this journal will actually motivate me to move all my shit over onto this one. Anyways, onto big, exciting news! I've been talking to a lady in Chicago (don't want to name names and get too excited about it) who puts on big dance productions for plays, movies,

I know this is a horrible way to update my journal, especially since my last one was almost a year ago, but I need to put this somewhere. Today, a very good friend of mine, who I've danced and cheered with for over two years committed suicide. At first I couldn't even believe it to be true, Facebook is a hell of a thing. I mean I saw her Monday night, we spent three hours together laughing and cracking jokes, and I would've never thought. I mean I heard about her past pain and self-infliction problems, but I thought that was all gone. I never would have thought she could've done this to herself. When I hear about suicide stories in the news

Yeah, I know New Years is still a couple days away. But I've been thinking about resolutions lately, and I just want to get these down in writing before I forget about them or change my mind haha. And for those that haven't seen the new do, I'll post some pictures up soon.(: Saving Money. Yeahhh, I've never been afraid to blow my money, and now that I have a job I run through paychecks like nobody's business. But in a couple of weeks I'm going to get my own bank account and the like and I'm going to (attempt to) cut back on my spending. I really do need to start saving my money if I want to go away for college and not be a bum like my bro